The Voice Inside me

My Other Personality, Please Dont Judge her

The voice inside myself

Everybody deserves a voice, and a way of expanding your talent upon new potential. Discovering how you form, and where you stand in this world. As I performed, and work hard through the years. Something inside of me was speaking out, and I didn’t understand how I could release it.

As a child, I grew up with Torretes Syndrome, a Learning Disability, Asthma, Acid Reflux, and through out years I develop Temporary Memory Loss, and Diabetes.

My life was a rollercoaster and the hardest part was dealing with Torretes Syndrome and The Tics. Being a performer, a creative entrepreneur, and a creative builder. I work hard to find my space in this world, and it wasn’t easy finding my place. But it was a challenging dealing with my syndrome, and producing tics that would disrupt my life.

Some tics I would develop are noise tics, shaking of my head, high pitch, uncontrollable body movement, and aggressive tics. But even though I would face this condition that was uncurable. I gained another personality that would most likely control me and my life as I battled everyday.

I kept the secret inside me, I kept the story inside me, and I didn’t want to release my other personality.

But if I was going to build my dreams, and pursue what I love. Then I needed to release the secret inside of me to be able to breathe, and be able to understand life once again.

The Secret

She is my defense mechanism, and somebody who keeps me strong. Growing up, I would be bullied, mock, made fun of, harass, and even manipulation by peoples acts. I had to defend myself, and battle these situations as I grew up.

This other side was trembling my body wanting to defend my honor, and who I am as a person. But in everyway I had to defend myself, and not get banish upon people manipulative acts.

I battled challenges as a performer, I battled the world upon life, and I had to work hard to sacrifice everything as to what life defined.

Being accepted upon my talent became a gift, but I am not brave enough to step on stage and perform. My other personality comes out on stage, and performs my songs upon another direction. She is the one with the voice, and she shows a side that gives meaning upon my performance.

I hope society can accept this side of me, and accept the person I’m trying to be.

I’m a Creative Legacy, and even though I battle my health problems. I wont allow it to destroy the person inside me.

I release my secret, I release the pain above my shoulders, I release the talent, and direction.

I follow my path, and work hard towards my dreams.

I am a human, and I am a fighter

This is Who I am as a Human

Update about You Video Sangre Fria

Video Sangre Fria
https://youtu.be/2tL2SOYz2js

This video about Sangre Fria was a big challenge for me to speak out about and I wanted to introduce my other side that I kept a secret for so long. She is my Defense Mechanism and I believed she deserved a voice

I am somebody who lives with several health complications every day.  For years, I been hiding this side of me. When you have Torretes Syndrome,  you have tics of uncontrollable body movements,  aggressive tics, other forms of tics such as noise tics, high pitches and even a defensive tic that you cant control. Within my picture,  you are witnessing my other personality that I lock up and I dont want to show her. So she is going to be in a video that im going to release.  Whenever I got bullied, made fun of, mock, and manipulated.  She was my defense mechanism and protects me whenever somebody thinks they have right to bully me. I am nervous to introduce her. But I wanna take a risk.
Please dont judge her.

YouTube Sangre Fria

I am somebody who lives with several health complications every day.  For years, I been hiding this side of me. When you have Torretes Syndrome,  you have tics of uncontrollable body movements,  aggressive tics, other forms of tics such as noise tics, high pitches and even a defensive tic that you cant control. Within my picture,  you are witnessing my other personality that I lock up and I dont want to show her. So she is going to be in a video that im going to release.  Whenever I got bullied, made fun of, mock, and manipulated.  She was my defense mechanism and protects me whenever somebody thinks they have right to bully me. I am nervous to introduce her. But I wanna take a risk.
Please dont judge her.